Prom 2012
It’s pretty scary
how much I just cannot stand school. I can’t even make it through a full day, I’ve already missed over 5 days this semester and it’s only the beginning of February. I cry at some point every day whether people know it or not, and usually they don’t. I am just so unmotivated to the point where it’s not even natural. I can’t sit patiently unless I’m high on a lot of Vyvanse or a lot of weed. I hate it. I hate it so fucking much. My mind is so tweaked. When will I ever be fucking normal again? I’m not anything close to who I was back in August. Everything went downhill when all I tried to do was get help for a problem that I STILL FUCKING HAVE FULLY. I’m not cured of my eating disorder at all and I now have that mixed with severe depression. So thanks, thank you REHAB.
I love this bitch.
You know what sucks?
Relapsing.
Every fucking day.
The boyfran.
And the best ever. <3
How the fuck
do I hide an entire arm of cuts from my boyfriend? Tonight is new year’s eve and I’m spending the whole night with him.
I pulled a bold move today.
And I couldn’t be happier.
and all of a sudden…
it makes sense.
and i’m happy.
